Fathom

It's been 6 months.....i have posted....sometimes its job....sometimes studies...it is quiet a difficult task to handle this....BLOGGING....
But it's just an expression of feelings..which can never
be hectic.....

It's been 21 years....and in a time of less than one month....I'll be 22.....but what the fuck i have achieved....Nothing...and now it seems like i am trying....with my bare hands and foot....in the thorny ways of life....It seems like i am stuck in the middle of nowhere....i am tired and stopped...with a thought in mind...

EITHER BE WITH IT...OR GET BLOWN AWAY BY IT....

searching for a ray of light....in a hope that it will drive me out of this NOWHERE...

It is a common feeling....all feel like this....whether a girl or boy after betrayal...or a fellow traveler who has seen a dead end....or a student after failure....as their targets are not achieved...it seems like all efforts are in vain...than....they wait....they just wait...and hope for sunshine in disguise...

Will there be any sunshine?...have someone assured you about sunshine...or for ray of light....

than why you are stopped....just get up....keep trying...keep going...and don't stop till you find it.....

AK...

THE REASON....

I am not a perfect person...

There are many things i wish i didn't do...

But i continue  **LEARNING**...

I never meant to do those things to you..

and so i have to say before "I Go"....

that i just want you to know....

"i HaVe FoUnD a rEasOn fOr Me".........

*TO CHANGE*...who i used to be...

a reason to start over NEW...

and the reason is "YOU" !

I am sorry that i "hurt" you...

it's something i must live with everyday...

and all the pain i put you through...

I wish that i could take it all away..

and be the one who catches all your tears..

THAT'S WHY I NEED YOU TO HEAR...that..

I've found *A REASON*....for me...

to change who i used to be...

A Reason to start over New..!!..

and the *REASON* is...."YOU".....

mOuLd

We stare at a happy couple in

public and feel pain of

loneliness....

we spent sleepless nights

thinking about the ones we

loved and lost....

we cry into our pillows till

our tears are drained...

if someone asks us -

"WHY ARE YOU SAD ?"

we just reply...

I'M FINE, just a little

headache' with a fake smile...

our heart skips a beat

when we see the ones we

loved even though they left

us....

everyone in life go through

this period of pain and

loneliness....

what does this part teaches

us...??

the lesson is very simple...

IT MOULDS US INTO A MATURE

AND SENSIBLE HARD PERSON...

and it's very TRUE....